February 2009


Things are looking up. I feel a bit happier.

Also, it’s nearly Valentine’s Day, and that’s supposed to be soppy and lovely, so should be nice. Also I get to go for Wagamama, and an Italian, all in the same weekend 🙂

My love is coming to stay this weekend…well Friday-Wednesday, so more than a weekend!

Although things might start looking down very soon, as I have an essay due in on the 27th February. The bad news is, before the deadline, I have to have a busy weekend, go to Amsterdam, go home and have a hospital appointment, and then actually write the essay 😦

Boo.

Well, would you look at that, it’s February already.

I’ve spent a lot of time sleeping recently. And not eating properly.

I’m really quite unhappy at the moment. I mean, it’s not like I’m going to kill myself or something, I’m just not entirely content. I don’t like having put on weight since I’ve got to uni; I feel inner-conflict between wanting to be all alone and do what I want, and wanting to spend as much time with other people as possible to prevent me being lonely.

I’m just really very tired. I want to rest for a couple of months. I want to be happy again.