Well, would you look at that, it’s February already.

I’ve spent a lot of time sleeping recently. And not eating properly.

I’m really quite unhappy at the moment. I mean, it’s not like I’m going to kill myself or something, I’m just not entirely content. I don’t like having put on weight since I’ve got to uni; I feel inner-conflict between wanting to be all alone and do what I want, and wanting to spend as much time with other people as possible to prevent me being lonely.

I’m just really very tired. I want to rest for a couple of months. I want to be happy again.

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